Thursday, July 21, 2011

Bitches

For us women, I'm sure you can relate to those women who constantly try to bring you down.  They are so insecure with themselves, they fixate on you and try to harp on any negative thing they can muster up.


Bitches

"Oh you think you cute cuz u got pretty long hair"
No bitch you just mad cuz ur bald spots look like two ripened brown pears
Matter of fact I never thought two splits about these flowing bristles that makes your jealousy whistle rotten stories
Years of imparting confidence in my insecurities produced my appreciation for my crowning glory
"You want my man cause I saw him looking at you"
No bitch dont get mad at me cause dis chick's bad, dis chick's hood, dis chick does things dat your man wish you could
Thing is, I never gave your dude a second glance
So getty-up horsey, I think your ranger over there is lookin for Mr Ed to gallop a new prance
Just worry about you and the missing pieces that you lack that cause you to fixate on others
You hate yourself so much you cant even love your own blood sisters and brothers
The true friends that you had that you traded for space fillers to pump your esteem, invalid
Soon as they tasted your imitation crab meat they became vegetarians and tossed your animal ass like aged salad
Now you sing blues ballads
Bout the emptiness that you hold
From lifelong judgements of others you had all twisted up like tootsie rolls
It gets old, grow up, mature some, focus in
Or else your stance in life will always be as stiff as the man that squeaks, need some oil, ah-rin-a-tin-tin
See me, all I do is win, win, win no matter
And when I step up in the building errr body hands go up, and they stay there, and they stay there
Why?
Because I dont beef patties of arrogance to overbake my pride
My humility keeps me in line, my beauty runs deep from the inside
Dont get me wrong, I take damn good care of the outside
Not cause its superficial, but yet a reflection of self love
I love me before anyone else
Anyone who's ever shared in my light has gained that immense wealth
A man first loves you because you loved you first
Being emotionally unstable and unaware of who you are is the absolute worst
So let these bullets fired serve as your last automatic three round bursts
Cause your illegitimacies that impregnate your obsession with my sparkle just became inert
Not worth consuming energy on mindless flirts of erectile dysfunctional squirts of blasphemous curses
Time to re-new, re-birth, re-girth, re-worth, disburse out impurity, immerse in security
Grow some balls and get my semen outta your ovaries that cause you to bleed clots of the rouge powder that blushes my shine
Feasting off of the vines that I've grown to sweeten my wine should be a blackened crime
The kind that screens your profile just for standing on the corner connected to my perpendicular line
The self esteemed chimes that made Mary J strut her Just Fines didn't come from you swaying to and fro from my peripheral to my behind just so you can thrust ur swine to attempt to bend my spine
I'm over the antics of ur kind, ur occular vision of moi has u medically addicted to ur prescriptive doping blind
of your own self
Redefine you, unwind your curls from my skin
You and I, we dont blend
You're not my kin
Inspire not from out but within
Fornicating on my character is a deadly sin
Its suicidal woman-slaughter
esteem to self is your new bond, detach ur oxygen from my water
And when you rediscover who you are
Then, just maybe then, u can collab and syndicate to network ur own star


Friday, July 8, 2011

Thin Line

Such a thin line between love and hate
Hate so real, makes da prior love feel fake
Fake like fried chicken made with generic shake n bake
No flour or oil to pop authentic grease real frying makes
But da real hate comes from within for the love being so thin
So thin cuz it didnt take much to begin from the thickly shielded skin
And once da defeat of love forfeits its win
Da strength of da love cant die so da transition to hate kicks in
Ur desire to love has ended so u subsitute bad tasting splendor to replace whole sugar cane
Realistically da hate is jus an oil based ointment to prevent the spread of pain
Jus like haters who are always riding ur shit
If u really didnt care ur venom wouldnt even produce spit
Hatred jus means ur heart once full is now lovesick
So u craft bombs to explode wuz left with clicks dat trigger destructive ticks
Do we really allow da power of such mindless dicks
Turn us into hateful, angry powerless chicks
Fight the powers dat be to these thirsty public enemies dat stripped ur circuit
Cut those lines n get ur lights back, dis blackout is not worth it
Love is love and is wut it is
Hate is emotional SIDS
Carbonation with no water and bubbling acidic fiz
Dictation like da lack of authority to a parent from a kid
Dick may be power but pussy has control
Squeeze da handcuffs on dat rock and watch dat power unfold
Heal from the love that struck u like a boulder
Then thrown out like a socket in ur shoulder
And datz ok cuz at some point ur bound to be injury prone
Jus dont throw salt on an open wound to destroy da healing bone
Let dicks be dicks and go find other prey
Cuz karma will find their asses to avenge da fake play
Play action to their satisfaction
Ultimately a razor blade slice to a face off waxing
You loved till there wuz love no more
Though it left open sores
Desires to permanantly seal doors
Hating of urself for the sacrificial outpours
Dat left u stranded, wilderness bound, wounded in war
There's still a tommow after the sorrow that u have to live for
Love urself first, others will follow
Damn da assholes, ur re-birth will be labored to impregnate a joy u no longer have to borrow