Unfaithful Thread

I'd like to say Happy Father's Day to all those "live" beats that contradict the "dead" beats that exist.  I woke up in my feelings on this fine day so not to take away from the positive vibe of this day but I just had to share my thoughts on my long history of men starting with the first love of my life, my dad.

Welp, my daddy wuz a bastard
Which left me a child disastered
He later tried to dry the rain that poured
Ha, I had already closed dat door
But I opened it back up and cleaned da slate
Even when he continued to bring forth dead weight
So now you cling to me like a tick pricked in da skin
Attaching ur scaly fins to da bottom of my marvelous mermaid blend
I remember way back when you aint even acknowledge me kin
And now da kids u reared wont even let you in
They turned their backs like the paddy wack dat knicked song
Da dog finally got his bone that he longed, now licks all alone
But see I entertain you anyhow
I didnt free throw the foul
I ride the horse of ur disgust with no fuss, Kentucky Dirby style
Pamper the powder of your trigger, go figure, Boom Boom Pow
Thing is the kiss of death already shot you in the face
Gave you a reality check, put dat azz in its place
Sprayed your lungs with malignant waste, now your voice box has no taste
I'm not here to blast out your doggy dog delivered case
Just ironic how you boxed me out da ring when your fate Sugar Ray punched you out da race
I guess you were the starting point of a long ass string of bitchass men I'd string
Was I ever in danger of being a queen to a loyal king?
True indeed I was, just got buzzed by these drunken men
Dat instead of filling me with flavored juice they intoxicated me with generic gin
My ex husband was a cheater, reminds me so much more of you
I fell in love with the shit you lumped when you dumped loving me like your stool
The Jamaican was no better, he said yea let's go get her
Tried to control and manipulate every gene you gave me who's tissue lacked a sir
Then I meet who I finally thought was the real true love of my life
Till he renigged like you did when you sliced then withdrew ur knife, in the line of sight to blind me twice
Ha, so my mom tries to force her matrimony on my like for this baloney
He brought real like you sold ill three fold like Tony Toni Tone
Met this dude dat was cool and was the epitome of God's hand
Mastering an artful image that genuinely good does still stand
Dat image was burnt quickly, sizzled like my skin did in Iraq when I got sienna tanned
Aint it funny doe dat till dis day my best friend forever is yet a man
Oh and lets not forget today wut I read from da one in mind fired off some straight contraband
Just straight blew my desire away into granulated salted pieces of sand
Now trust I do understand dat dis does not define all, jus cuz my seasons turned bland
But my skilllet wall still stays on iron like metal casted on a pan
Datz da plan till a real skyscraper scrapes da gray skies with blue so da sun rays can land