Square Heart

Thought I'd give it one more try, thanks to the guy that dried my eyes

The one who stroked my pain with his lies

The one who pushed me to receive love's cry

Only this same guy would push and persist

Only to fall back and resist when my heart groped love's tender kiss

All I can think of is all the times I dismissed his heartfelt wish list

He pushed, I pulled away

He pressed, I turned away

He caressed, I ran away

So then comes the day where my heart finally gave way

What I mistake I made

All that love I just gave away

And for what? Because as soon as I became stuck on the strings of goo that made me a fool

He pulled away and his attachment flew away

So that's it, I'm done trying, I'm done crying, I'm done buying love queries

Sick of being depressed, down trodden and weary

Bitter bitten and consumed with fury

I know it's all about the wrong selection

But love's continuous rejection turns my discretion into rejecting love injections

I've been injected with infected does of rejects too often, so this last infection turned rejection equals ejection plus objection to future injections

I have formed an obstruction to the pathways of my heart's seduction

This obstruction causes massive abruption and forced suctions to suction interruptions of its structured obstruction

Yes I have an obstruction to loving, no exceptions, enough lessons, I'm done with heart shaped wolf dressings of love's blessings

I can do without all the heart shaped stressing

My heart no longer contains any curves

Its shape is non-heart, square from tip to top tied with secure locks

Boxed with stone, filled with bone, no structure to bend or clone

Too hardened for even my chest to own

All edges and entrances securely stitched and sewn

Detached from the world, myself, displaced, encased in space all alone